hey..im back..

assalamualaikum...

its quite a long time since the last time i wrote..

and now im back..hahahaa..

nothing much to share..but seriously i damn bored right now..

just now i spent for about 3 hours read all semashurian's blog..

and i guess all my friends now are blogger..wah!!! MAJU..

great..

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it just 9 days left to enjoy the holiday..
actually..it is no a big matter but..when i think back..
i know that i have to change..
no time to oversleep..
no time to hang out till night.. like what i did with noddy..(seriously it was fun..bukan selalu pun..thnx noddy)
no time to become mat jenin anymore..(kuat berangan)....(h**** tau kot aku kuat berangan)
now..everything changes..
i have to admit this..im gonna be the old finas..(siapa yang kenal aku je tau aku macam mana)
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sacrifice???
this is what i have to save in my memory..
sacrifice for what??for who??(it doesnt matter actually..)
-most importantly..for my parents..
-me_myself_i of course
-my future..
-family..

in order to achieve my dreams i have to struggle..no matter how tough my life is i'll make sure that i'll give the best for myself...
not only success in study..i'll also make sure that i'll success with flying colours in finding truth love..
*dont get me wrong..
its about love towards Allah..
love towards my parents ..siblings..family..
and last but not least of course love towards someone that can bring me to the right way in order to be a pious muslimah..a HUSBAND i mean..(long2 journey..)